Why my heart is acting before the brain?
Long-time no see my sweet ‘heart‘. Almost forgotten times from the past when my heart aches touching love goddess.
My mind always tried to conquer these feelings like ‘God is Love‘.
And my heart intuitively made a place in my mind for the inception of the idea that ‘Love is God‘.
In a world dominated by men, I always thought about goddess love from our hearts.
You can’t think of love as a God but as a goddess.
The conception for our ancestral mind ruled by years of written code in our DNA is that God is of masculine origins.
Some scriptures tried to explain divinity as a duality or without a gender mostly. Something that mind can’t comprehend actually.
There were some ancient times before this concept, now forgotten, that believed God is a goddess that created the world as we know it or at least power was feminine oriented not masculine as we perceive it nowadays.
When I look at Her, I feel her with my heart as being a part of it.
With every breath that goes in and out, my brain is aware of her touch deep inside. Like our souls are connected in one because only her soul image is inside.
My soul is breathing love through her existence. That’s the only feeling that my brain perceives from her existence inside my heart: Divine Love. Or at least the closest word that can tag this feeling.
The Goddess from my heart is Her, that’s why I can’t do anything about it. Just let this feeling live its origins.
Because since her soul image made my heart a place to live, I melt slowly and wholly into her existence.
It’s not a fight… it is surrender and acknowledgement of the goddess from my heart…
And that Love is God. My God, my religion.