Reading past writings of thoughts and feelings of Her along the time… Time passed, and I didn’t feel it. Time and space disappeared from my mind since my heart became a shrine for Her.
Every time now and then I have to wash my mind of thoughts about the reality of my visions.
I understand why. My mind is anchored in reality of now related to the past… While my heart is living now for the future and never in the past.
The other days I caught myself praying for Her and her potential family.
I would love to see Her happy in a possible future, and I wish that her life will be as in her dreams.
The only thing that will mark her existence in the future from my soul side would be the awareness of the divine love reflection in human love through my writings.
When going to sleep, always my heart is cuddling Her close to it… Feel her hair warming my face and her scent touching my soul.
It is so unreal yet feeling like I am next to Her.
How is that even possible?!
Can my mind still comprehend the numerous sensations that my heart spread its wings for?!
One thing is sure… I am not here anymore.
I’m living in a realm where my mind can’t touch just dream of it.
Instead, my heart is feeding and lives within.
Love for Her is untouchable by my mind. And this means it’s here to stay.