Living life through the rules of divine love is a blessing and a curse at the same time.
Rules of divine love are pretty simple, and the fundamental principle is surrender to feelings of love no matter what, even if it means you will disappear.
Maya Angelou:“If one is lucky, a solitary fantasy can totally transform one million realities.”
The biggest problem is that most of the times, your visions and feelings are not of other souls too.
Also, your feelings are exacerbated by your heart and soul beliefs and experiences.
At the beginning of my practice, many years ago, without experience and proof of my beliefs, I was like a blind man speaking through the experiences of other well-known writers, thinkers, saints, guru or whatever. My thinking was influenced through information borrowed from reading a lot in my adolescence, mostly religious scriptures but also spiritual writings, hypnotism, practices of Yoga and teachings from India, China, Tibet, you name it.
I was blessed enough to have access to information that nowadays you can find it easily online, but back then, no option other than old books in libraries or the market.
I think I have read those times everything that can represent religions and practices on this Earth.
I always felt the emptiness from my heart, a void that no information succeeded to fill in. Praying was so dull, reading was a better option. But also nothing happened, just life in search of unknown.
In my childhood, I have finished all the fiction sections from my town library, all books written by Jules Verne, for example, and started to read anything else.
At the end led me to read about hypnotism in one of the books of Camille Flammarion written in French.
This was the first contact with the unseen realm and psychic powers hidden deep inside of our soul. Because of successfully testing with my younger brothers in causing hypnosis, the search for knowledge moved to spiritual and religious beliefs.
From then on, my life has completely changed. And from experience, the exercise of Yoga, visions and constant prayers, my heart and my soul opened the forbidden door, seeing the light from the other side.
Reading the scriptures and religious practices again, it gave me new meanings and more profound understanding than before. It was around 18th birthday, shortly after.
Long story short, in the end, the concept and vision of the divine love reflection in human love, and a simple way, accessible to everybody, to prove and understand this belief was born. Because of everything I was writing in one of my visions during practice, later on, I’ve realized that is a book.
That’s how my book ‘Hearts Of Love’ (www.inimialeiubirii.ro) have seen the light in reality.
In December 2019 – 20 years since published.
After that, not too much writing…
This happened due to failures in my personal experience with human love. And because this was and is the most essential thing in my life, my heart closed the doors, waiting for another fire to burn them.
Maya Angelou:“Have enough courage to trust love one more time and always one more time.”
And here I am again with no doors left since were burned by Her.
My mind bought ‘popcorn and juice’ to watch amused the sad comedy of my life. Because mind experience is from outside while my heart and soul knowledge is from inside.
All I know is that since I met Her through the divine reflection in our souls, my heart started breathing again, the love scent, cuddling my soul in the arms of divine love.
Once again, I’ve been blessed to surrender to human love because of Her.