Daily meditation: The sadness of my heart… missing Her.

Occasionally not even heaven can help feeling better inside.

There are moments when I feel so harsh the physical space between our soul images that sadness inside is felt as Gom Jabbar device testing from Dune.
Although everything is happening inside my mind and heart and no real injury to feel the pain inside… The sadness feels so real slashing through my heart.

Nothing else to do… Just to let it go.
Feeling the divine love can pass over any pain…
Why and how it happens?!
No point to bother answering because I feel it.
Missing Her, it will feel stronger more and more as time passes because of the connection between our souls. It’s the agony of destiny.

Maybe these moments are the result of heart prayers for the destiny of the beloved soul image to ease her life and clear the path to the enlightenment.
Negative energy and blasts of Karma have been washed away through the divine reflection in our souls.

Also can be a reflection of the feelings from the beloved soul image passing through some difficult moments in destiny.
Due to the strong connection between souls, the ripple effect of destiny makes an echo to each side of soul images.

From the deeps of my heart rise the humming drum of divine love mantra.
Although I became one with the praying mantra from my heart and mind a long time ago, in these instances comes to my consciousness and awareness stronger than ever.
Like wearing glasses and get used to it, forgetting about them, either way, wearing them helps you to have a clear sight no matter what.

I would prefer suffering all my life if that will ease life and erase the negative effect on the destiny of her precious soul image.

Information notes:

The Gom Jabbar, also known as “the high handed enemy”, was a meta-cyanide poisoned needle that sat upon a thimble, and could thus be attached to a person’s fingertip.

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Dune is a 1965 science fiction novel by American author Frank Herbert.
Set in the distant future amidst a feudal interstellar society in which various noble houses control planetary fiefs, Dune tells the story of young Paul Atreides, whose family accepts the stewardship of the planet Arrakis. While the planet is an inhospitable and sparsely populated desert wasteland, it is the only source of melange, or “the spice,” a drug that extends life and enhances mental abilities. Melange is also necessary for space navigation, which requires a kind of multidimensional awareness and foresight that only the drug provides.[6] As melange can only be produced on Arrakis, control of the planet is thus a coveted and dangerous undertaking. The story explores the multi-layered interactions of politics, religion, ecology, technology, and human emotion, as the factions of the empire confront each other in a struggle for the control of Arrakis and its spice.

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Karma means action, work or deed; it also refers to the spiritual principle of cause and effect where intent and actions of an individual (cause) influence the future of that individual (effect). Good intent and good deeds contribute to good karma and happier rebirths, while bad intent and bad deeds contribute to bad karma and bad rebirths.
The philosophy of karma is closely associated with the idea of rebirth in many schools of Indian religions (particularly Hinduism, Buddhism, Jainism and Sikhism) as well as Taoism. In these schools, karma in the present affects one’s future in the current life, as well as the nature and quality of future lives – one’s saṃsāra.

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About the author

Raz Mihal wrote 179 articles on this blog.

A modern hermit who admires art, photography, beautiful souls and places. Writer and author of the book "Hearts of Love" (translation for English/Korean in progress). In works ( ◜‿◝ ): ♡ "Just Love HER" ♡ and ♡ "The Goddess Within" ♡

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