Visions: Web of life…
Staring down on the web of life from the highest axis of time itself, it makes me wish to have had even the most minor role in her existence.
Thoughts born out of love feelings for Her give meaning to my inner world based on visions related to her daily life shared from time to time with my heart.
Often, the shadow of happy sorrow feelings and questions about keeping scribbling without a real sign that her soul image exists in this reality troubles my heart struggling to stay afloat above the pond of fate.
Her eyes keep following my being like a shadow embracing my Self in a light of pure love.
A feeling of love beyond my senses embraces my soul wishing to vanish in memories’ dust clouded in moments of divine love between Her and me… along with the entanglement of daily life.
Missing Seoul more than ever before because now I can assess the distance felt between Her and me.
When in Seoul, even if it was so cold in winter, my heart was warm and full with her presence, knowing that her soul image wanders around my existence somewhere near.
Although feeling Her close inside now, outside is far beyond imagination.
Mainly due to an intangible destiny that keeps me in the dark as the days pass by.
And the whole world is drowning in despair. The future looks dark and without no point of return from the crisis, other than hope.
Now more than ever, the divine love awakened through her existence is the light at the end of life and fate tunnel.
Only dreams and visions turned into ashes of hope leftovers loving Her, or destiny yet not written the last odds to encounter her soul image in this reality?!
넌 내 희망이야! [neon nae hwei-mang-i-ya!]… (YOU are my hope!)
