The heart is the best instrument for testing the feeling of divine love reflection.
The main difference besides human love is the awareness and consciousness of living it, the source is the same.
Knowing and feeling that love from your heart is of divine roots, your heart will become a shrine dedicated to love.
A new world will open in front of your inner eyes, a world magical as you never saw before.
Sometimes I feel my heart cool and refreshed as resting after numerous and intensive feelings.
Other times I feel it’s burning like a fire melting any thoughts and impurities inside.
It burns to feel Her inside like a connection beyond my physical self.
I let myself loose on this feeling staying in this kind of meditation of senses that goes unstoppable inside. I can’t think of anything else in the meantime. The image of her soul image rise like a flag fluttering in the rhythms of wind of love.
It happens while I write about it and have to stop due to intensity and continue writing after when it will allow my mind to think.
A few hours later…
Again I felt Her next to Han River, close to a bridge. Hugging Her close to my chest feeling her heart beating in sync with mine. Touching her hair. So close to me.
I thought that I lost connection with Her since this kind of visions was paused for a while.
It resembles a work of art from David Hockney in real scale happening in a dream of visions.
I don’t know though if it’s from the past lives, future destiny or alternate reality…
I love when my mind is troubled due to love feelings inside.
It can’t concede the connection of our souls beyond time and space.
Also, it can’t believe that Her at least knows about me, my soul vision, and so on.
How can my soul trust these beliefs while no reason in reality for it?!
Well, if I wouldn’t have opened my heart in words which my mind can understand and others to read, no future possible for the divine love reflection message in this reality, not now not ever. Also wouldn’t have been a burden for my mind if I only practice meditation with no thoughts allowed at all.
The message is my destiny on this Earth since I was born with or without my choice.
So, that’s why my soul doesn’t need any proof or actions. Because the belief is inside of my heart not outside of it.
Sometimes I wish to have been silent because if words were spoken, fates could be influenced.
Her is the soul image chosen by divine love reflection inside my heart, and I can’t do anything about it. It wasn’t an option.
Maybe it was a blessing for my soul, not for my mind, though.
Not for any mind that will try to understand it in the future of now.
David Hockney, OM, CH, RA (born 9 July 1937) is a British painter, draftsman, printmaker, stage designer, and photographer. As an important contributor to the pop art movement of the 1960s, he is considered one of the most influential British artists of the 20th century.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/David_Hockney
On 15 November 2018, Hockney’s 1972 work Portrait of an Artist (Pool with Two Figures) sold at Christie’s auction house in New York City for $90 million (£70 million), becoming the most expensive painting by a living artist sold at auction.