I thought whenever silence settled in my heart, thinking that my feelings come to normal and don’t go overboard anymore. It takes a lot of energy to feel the love inside at high levels for my body and mind. It’s a good thing that keeps me fit, though.
But it was enough an instant moment with Her for my heart to flutter. So here I go again to the long road of feelings over the limit.
It’s not something that I didn’t experience before, but every time is different. And although knowing the symptoms and problems that come with it, it’s still hard to keep the pace with my soul.
It pushes me to the limit as never seen before. And visions and the feeling that this time will be a more compelling message and the story of my present future higher than before, that I wonder how did it happen.
Obviously, Her is the inspiration and fire of creation, seeing new things in light of shining love inside, with a motivation to realise and spread the message of divine love reflection to the world.
Didn’t imagine before feeling Her, that I will have the energy and determination to do things that seem impossible at first sight.
Many times I’ve asked myself: “Why Her?!”
I feel a connection with Her beyond my mind imagination and real facts.
What’s weird is that I don’t even care if the destiny will be in favour to find Her in this life…
Only my soul knows why. Maybe an unseen bonding connects us beyond space, time, destiny, reality and so on.
Loving Her also connects me with her surrounding existence, parents, siblings, friends. All that Her feels close become familiar to my soul as well.
I’ve tried everything to take it out from my head, but nothing works. My heart carries on its journey through the sanctuary of feelings on levels never seen before.
Somehow I see where it’s heading my heart and soul but would it be at the end of the journey or in-between?!